the launching of live like tyler

Other than the reality of grief, there’s another reality I’ve been living with for nearly two years now: a vision is more easily perfected in your mind than it is implemented. I’ve mentioned before that wonderful friends purchased several web domains shortly after...

reflections on christmas

Avoidance. Escape. Distraction. These have been our coping strategies for managing the Christmas season since losing Tyler. Ron and I have wondered if perhaps it would have been a blessing in disguise to have had other children still living at home to force us to...

happy 17th birthday

Today I am overwhelmed with gratitude. October 18th will never be just another date on the calendar for me; it will always mark Tyler’s grand entrance into our world. And on this day, 17 years later, I cannot celebrate with Tyler in the flesh, but I can...

eighteen months

Sweet Boy, September 29th. One and a half years. Eighteen months. Seventy-eight weeks. I know you well and know that you would tell me to stop being sad. I can no more stop the sadness than I can stop breathing. Do you know what I hate the most about grieving, Tyler?...

costa rica missions trip

Back in November, I posted that I’d accepted an invitation to participate as a team member on Tyler’s school’s Costa Rica missions trip – the same trip Tyler went on four months before his diagnosis of leukemia. Tyler had planned to return the following year, but...